Salmagundi Paint Bomb

I wrote last time about how much I love the Salmagundi Club, and in particular their current exhibition, All About Winter. What I didn’t mention was that I prepared a piece of artwork for the exhibit but it wasn’t accepted. It seems many of the artists were equally inspired by the theme and prepared works explicitly for this exhibit, as much of the artwork on display is dated 2022.

Salmagundi All About Winter 2022

I was disappointed, but not crushed, that my artwork was not accepted this time. It was my first attempt at painting in acrylics, and I really didn’t expect I would make the cut. After viewing the work that was included in the exhibit, I came to understand that perhaps my amateurish technique wasn’t the issue (though maybe it was). Another factor was that the art in the exhibit is strictly representational. Whereas my piece veered into the abstract.

The Challenge

When I received the Salmagundi Club’s Call for Entries for the All About Winter exhibit, I was really excited about the theme. I went through winter photos I’ve taken for the past few years, but there was nothing I wanted to enter. I wanted to do something different, and the challenge got me thinking.

In October, when my belle soeur Mimi was visiting, I had seen a striking view of the One World building from West Twelfth Street as we crossed Seventh Avenue. The night sky was blackest black, the building glowed blue, and a brilliant cresent moon nestled close. This image had remained vividly in my brain, and I wanted to capture my vision somehow.

Planning a Vision

I was also excited about the idea of creating snow, with a texture like creamy icing and the sparkles the snow casts back to the sun. I spoke to my sister Kim about my ideas, because she’s an amazing painter. She thought acrylics could work well, and advised me on how to tint the white for the moon with a bit of yellow or red. She also advised me to add some blue to the sky’s black so it wouldn’t look dead.

Painting Supplies
Blick art supplies—what a beautiful sight! With my sister Kim’s stained glass turtle in the window that guards my kitchen access to the fire escape. The flowers are the last few from Mimi’s visit.

I had a Sunday, November 13, to execute the painting in time for the deadline. I was in quarantine from a recent Covid test, so I went online and found that Blick would be able to deliver the supplies I needed on the Thursday before my scheduled painting day. (This is how someone with a full-time technical writing job schedules her precious few hours for creative pursuits.) To my delight, I found iridescent pearl and iridescent silver—glorious additions to the colors Kim had recommended.

Painting Day

Photo of One World

On the Sunday in question, I crept up the fire escape outside my kitchen window to the rooftop of my building, where I took a photo of One World to use as a starting point for my drawing. I printed the photo, and then traced the outline of the building with tracing paper.

Next, I drew in the curving snow line and the fingernail crescent moon. The moon was a bit problematic, and I had to tinker quite a bit to get the shape, eventually using a quarter to get the curves right. I also added the constellation of Orion, which I had seen completely (astonishingly) from the rooftop during the full moon eclipse on November 8. But eventually I decided not to clutter the painting with that detail.

However, that intention impacted the spatial dynamics of the drawing. In the final painting, I think the moon is uncomfortably close to the building, even though this was how it was in my vision.

Tracing onto the Wood

I traced the image on the wood (creating a reverse image first, as I learned to do earlier this year in Anna Mason’s pear tutorial). But the original placement of the snow line didn’t look right. I retraced the image again, with the snow line a bit lower, extending the height of the building. Now it was right—a feeling in my belly that told me that I could relax.

With the outline in place, it was time to take the plunge and break out the acrylics!

First Outlines and Colors of One World Winter

This was my first acrylic painting, so I wasn’t sure what to do. But I’d learned a bit about mixing color from the Anna Mason tutorial, so I mixed Prussian Blue with the Iridescent Silver to obtain a glass-blue for the building, with the silver in the central angle. I followed Kim’s advice regarding the moon, and added a bit of red to the white to create the initial shape. However, I ended up using the iridescent pearl and a Uni-ball Signo broad silver gel pen to get the shape right, and the moon wound up being mostly silver in the end.

Black Sky

The next part was really fun. Being completely untrained, I feel free to use any media I like when I create. So I pulled out my black nail polish and traced the curving lines of the snow in Revlon! As Kim advised, I mixed the Prussian Blue in with the black paint. I used a small #2 brush to trace around the building and moon. I was worried about the small brushstrokes, as I wanted to create a broad sweeping effect like a Van Gogh sky. I brought out the honking big Mega Flat brush I’d purchased from Blick. I started as close to the building and moon as I could, and made sweeping, swirling strokes across the sky.

However, as you can see above, there were bumpy ridges from the initial outline. Also, the grain of the wood panel was showing through. I had anticipated that the dark colors would cover the grain nicely, but not so. (Lesson learned: always prime with gesso first.) Since I was attempting to complete the painting in a day, I hadn’t wanted to take the time to prime and wait for it to dry. The bumps and wood grain were bugging me, but I decided to proceed while I figured out what to do.

Priming the Snow

I decided I should prime the snow area with white paint. I also thought this might make my ultimate medium stick better…

After I finished the white paint, I tried sanding the bumps with fine sandpaper, but it didn’t seem to work. Continuing along with the nail polish theme, I took out a manicure sanding sponge and sanded away the ridges of paint. Success! Then I did a second coat of swirling strokes with the black.

Icing!!

Finally, it was time to add my secret magic ingredient! I had been thinking about this for weeks, and had purchased three types of white frosting from my bodega, H&H on 6th Avenue: Betty Crocker, Duncan Hines, and Pillsbury. I opened all three, and did some samples on my small test board. Without question, Pillsbury’s Creamy Supreme provided the best color and texture.

I slathered it on, creating artistic snowy ridges. For the finishing touch, I sprinkled the snow with iridescent and white sparkles from Michael’s. Finally, my vision was a reality! This is such a good feeling.

Rejection

The next challenge I faced was to photograph the painting for submission. Previously, I’ve always submitted digital photographs, which are easy to prepare and submit exactly as I want them to be seen by the adjucidation committee.

It’s much more difficult to use an iPhone to get a true square representation of a hung piece of art. (My friend Constantine later told me that the way to do it is to use a telephoto lens from across the room.) Another issue is the lighting, and getting the brushstroke details to be displayed the way I want. The third issue is that my camera could not capture the sparkle in the snow, no matter how much I shifted the phone quickly and tried to catch the gleams. In the end I submitted the photo above.

Rejected!

A New Idea

Still, I didn’t feel too badly about it, and I went to the opening of the exhibition, as I described in the previous post. I savored the many expressions of snowy winter scenes, and enjoyed several French 75 cocktails, expertly prepared by the Salmagundi bartender, Gray. That was when I noticed that the artwork that had been accepted was alike in one respect: all the pieces were strictly representational. And mostly rectangular. And all framed. So there was a look the committee was going for.

But I also noticed there was a bare nail on the wall. Hmmmm…

Labels using Neenah Ivory 90 lb Paper

I also noticed the unusual paper that the club’s manager, Brandon, had used for the exhibit labels. I complimented him about it, and asked him what paper he used. He was kind enough to give me a sample of the paper, and a bit of paper from the packaging that gave the details. Neenah exact index ivory paper, 90 lb, smooth, acid free! Owing to my tipsiness from the French 75 cocktails, I lost the papers, but Brandon very kindly gave me another sheet and another bit of packaging. Coincidentally, when I met Eric Ringsby a little later in the evening, he gave me his web address on a torn half of an exhibit label.

All the tools for a deception were in my chilly hands…

Anarchy at the Salma

I may have had an inkling of an idea before I went to the reception, but certainly all the pieces fell into my hands that evening, and beckoned me to commit an audacious act.

The next day, Saturday, December 24, I took my artwork down from the bedroom wall, where I’ve been enjoying it every night as I go to sleep. I retrieved the sheet of ill-gotten ivory paper. I brought out my manual layout ruler. I measured font sizes and space between bits of text. I composed a saucy but heartfelt review by the recently deceased art critic for the New Yorker, Peter Schjeldahl:

“The most original work in this exhibit” – P. Schjeldahl

I like to think he would have thought so.

I created a label for my painting that imitated the others in the exhibit, albeit slightly altered to include this lovely quote.

Side view
I hadn’t painted the sides of the wood panel when I originally prepared my work for submission, so I brought out the paints again and coated the sides, bottom, and top. I also wasn’t 100% satisfied with the One World building, as it seemed the paint wasn’t thick enough and some of the ground peeped through the sheen of color.

So I mixed up the Prussian Blue and Iridescent Silver again, scrutinized some quickly Googled photos of One World, and then added another layer of paint with horizontal strokes to create the impression of the windows for the dozens of floors in the building. I also filled in a tiny bite out of the moon that was on the top curve, using my silver gel pen.

I carefully wrapped the still-damp painting with newspaper and masking tape, and slid it into a small tote bag. I put the label in an envelope, and tucked the envelope in a large handbag together with duct tape, scissors, a hammer, and four nails. I was trying to anticipate everything I might need. The exhibit’s labels were actually fastened to the gallery’s fabric wall using velcro, but I checked and my CVS didn’t have any on hand. So a classic Canadian MacGyver solution was called for: silver duct tape! The hammer and nails were in case the available exposed nail was no longer available.

I arrived at the Salmagundi Club about an hour before closing, 4 PM. I greeted the manager, Brandon, who’d given me the ivory paper the night before. We chatted a bit about the freezing cold weather, and how to spell his last name (Beckstrom), and then I asked if I could view the exhibit again. He accompanied me downstairs and I asked if the bar was open. It wasn’t, but he very kindly gave me a glass of wine, on the house. I really like this guy!

Then he left me to view the exhibit. The space was deserted, though I think Brandon was in the dining room on the lower floor, so I didn’t want to make any suspicious noises.

I went directly to the spot where the empty nail was the night before. Still empty! I quickly slipped the newspaper off the painting, and hung it on the nail. Mission half accomplished! I was worried about the sound the crumply newspaper had made though. What if Brandon heard it and came in to investigate?

So I walked to the far corner of the room and coughed several times as I unpeeled and cut a piece of duct tape and fastened it to the back of the label. I began whistling “Patience” by Guns N ‘Roses to cover the sound of my placing the label on the wall. Success!!

One World Winter by Karen Rempel
My work was now on the wall, with its subversive art review and its completely original composition of acrylic paint, nail polish, gel pen, frosting, and sparkles.

I spent another 20 minutes admiring the other art in the exhibit while I drank the glass of pinot grigio that Brandon had given me. Then I chuckled all the way home.

Salmagundi Winter Exhibit – Come to the Club!

My dear Salmagundi Club, a block away on Fifth Avenue, currently has an exhibition called All About Winter. I went to the opening reception on Friday night, December 23, and spent most of the evening there. I tarried quite a while in the Rockwell gallery, viewing the incredible array of variations on a theme, in pastel, watercolor, oil, acrylic, pen and ink, and photography. I adore winter landscapes and this exhibit truly fills my heart with joy and love.

Salmagundi Club All About Winter Poster 2022

I was honored to meet the renowned scuptor Eric Ringsby and his charming partner, Siobhan. We chatted about pine beetles, art, Buddhism, The Crown, and many other things, and Eric graciously invited me to join them for dinner. It was a magical, unexpected New York evening.

I think the exceedingly chilly outside temperatures, combined with heartwarming cocktails and Prosecco—and perhaps the warmth of the holiday season—made this reception one of the friendliest I have attended at the Salmagundi Club. I have been asked to join several times, and now I am seriously considering it.

The staff are wonderful at the Salmagundi Club. The manager, Brandon Beckstrom, is a wonderful fellow and seems to do everything there from hanging the art to welcoming guests. My artwork has been included in four exhibitions there over the past few years, and the people who receive the artwork are super friendly and welcoming. Another advantage of the Salmagundi Club is that it’s only a block from home! It’s easy to carry my artwork over, and I often go over to view their exhibitions, which change frequently. I learn so much from looking at the works of the member and non-member artists whose creations they display.

Karen Rempel Artwork Exhibited at the Salmagundi Club
Karen Rempel Artwork Exhibited at the Salmagundi Club

As with the National Arts Club, the members and staff at the Salmagundi have made me feel welcomed as one of their own. I love the historic mansion, and the bartender, Gray, is a most accommodating chap. I think it’s time to join another art club! This is my first goal for 2023.  I am excited about it!

[Written December 25 but posted to the November bucket.]

The Collector

The Collector by Karen Rempel. 26″ x 20″ aluminum print.

I exhibited this piece at the National Arts Club in 2023. Gallery price was $3,000. Web direct from artist, $800.

I was also honored to display this piece at the Salmagundi Club. This work was in their 2022 Annual Photography Exhibition. I experimented with printing onto aluminum, and hoped the results would do justice to the subject, my friend Arthur and his collection of Richard Gallo art glass.

Photo of the work hanging at the Salmagundi Club, taken by my wonderful photographer friend Brigitte Stelzer.

It was a pretty dark exposure to begin with, and I think the final result was equally as luminous as viewing it on a light-emitting monitor, the way you view the original photo at the top. Many thanks to Tribeca Printworks for really bringing out the light in the photo. Other artists in the exhibit—who took better photos to begin with—achieved much more spectacular results with their aluminum prints. I have much to learn!

Stunning works by other artists. The photo to the left of mine, of the Vessel at Hudson Yards, is also printed onto aluminum.

The exhibit ran from July 18 to August 5. I want to thank my friends who came to see the exhibit, and especially my friend Brigitte, a wonderful photographer, who took this picture of me with my art:

Photo by Brigitte Stelzer.

How to Get Your Art onto a Collector’s Wall

Stonewall Girlfriends
Stonewall Girlfriends from Karen’s Quirky Style, September 2019.

I learned this tip from my building’s porter. I had some artwork that was taking up space in my closet, and I wanted to give it away to free up both space and energy.

I couldn’t find a buyer, so I was getting ready to bring the artwork to a donation site, but couldn’t get a cab. Jose was putting trash by the curb, and said that if I put the artwork with the trash, someone would take it and put it up in their living room. He had seen this happen with couches, wood furniture, art, and all kinds of household items.

So I stacked one piece on either side of the pile of black trash bags. It was a freeing act, to give up control and let the universe take over. Both pieces had been displayed on the hallowed walls of the Salmagundi Club, and now they were just material objects devoid of the “art” status, broken down into the component parts of wood and glass and paper.

Spank Me
Spank Me, taken at the NYC Pride Parade 2019.

I went to my piano lesson with a lightness in my step. When I came back an hour later, both pieces were gone. Jose thought the man in the white van that was parked by the curb had taken them. He is clearly a discerning art collector!

I wonder where they are now. I hope their new owner is enjoying them. And I like not knowing their fate.

Sunday on the Stoop

Sunday on the Stoop by Karen Rempel

This is the piece that the Salmagundi Club selected to include in their most recent open exhibition.

It was a great honor to have my work on display at this venerable institution, which happens to be a mere long block from home on Fifth Avenue. This exhibit on Cityscapes was mostly a love affair to New York, although there were also a few caresses of Venice and Paris. It was a passionate show, illustrating why we all love New York so much.

In addition to the physical exhibit, the Salmagundi Club lists my work on Artsy. Of course, if you are interested in purchasing this picture, you can also reach out to me directly.

My Next Exhibited Work: A New York Scene

Karen Rempel - Love Affair New York - Spring on Christopher Street
Spring on Christopher Street by Karen Rempel.

I am so excited to have my artwork exhibited again at the Salmagundi Club. The theme of the exhibit is Cityscapes.

Stop by the exhibit from June 6 to June 24, 1 to 6 PM (5 PM on the weekend). The Club is at 47 Fifth Avenue at West 12th Street.

Karen Rempel - Love Affair New York - Bikes on MacDougal Street
Bikes on MacDougal Street by Karen Rempel.

I submitted four pieces, and one was chosen for the Cityscapes exhibition. Here are the other three. I want to save the chosen entry as a surprise for you to see when you visit the gallery, so I’ll put the selected artwork up after the exhibit closes.

Karen Rempel - Love Affair New York - If I Could Fly
If I Could Fly by Karen Rempel.

Slipping into the Third Dimension

This month, I have been honored again to have my artwork accepted in an open exhibition at the Salmagundi Club. Last year, the photograph “Summer Piano in Washington Square Park” was part of a Village-themed exhibition co-sponsored by Village Preservation. I took the photo on my second trip to New York, in 2015, while I was having a mad crush on the city. The moment when I took the photo was also the birth of my Another New York Love Affair video art project on YouTube. The series is up to 53 videos now!

Karen Rempel Tailor 10x10 Framed
Karen Rempel, Tailor, 10″ x 10″ Framed

I took the photo currently on exhibit, “Tailor,” in May 2020, the day after the first major protests in New York in response to George Floyd’s murder. I was photographing the aftermath of the protests—burned police vehicles, graffiti, and broken windows—when I came across this whimsical display in the window of a Wash and Fold on University Place. My heart was pierced watching small business owners patch up their shattered storefronts. This miniature sculpture arrangement expressed a simpler, fairy-tale time, when mice came out at night to help the cobbler finish his work.

As I mentioned in my last post, I took a gallery walk on Madison Avenue in October. The Castelli Gallery had three Joseph Cornell paintings on display. A man working at the gallery showed me the backs of the artworks. Cornell had put art and found objects on the back of each frame. I was delighted at this secret treasure, which eludes all but the most curious viewers. This inspired me to do the same for my modest photo.

Collaging at kitchen table at National Arts Club

I haven’t done collage before, but I began collecting bits and pieces. The date for bringing my photo to the Salmagundi Club fell in the middle of my staycation weekend at the National Arts Club, so I brought the pieces with me, as well as all the supplies I thought I might need. The morning of November 7 dawned bright, and my room overlooked many windows of other creative New Yorkers who live across from Gramercy Park. I imagined each building was packed with artists and sculptors, and I was steeped in creative inspiration. After making coffee and checking on the New York Times election map (no decision yet), I brought out the makings and spread everything on the kitchen table.

Chocolate wrapper

The first piece was a beautiful watercolor painting of a pink and yellow-toned forest, from a chocolate wrapper my friend Lew gave me on my birthday. I had some “outtake” prints of my photo, from testing different types of paper, so I cut out a few bits from the photo—the sewing machine, the tape measures, and the woman doll’s head (with my own distorted reflection dimly seen). I had a postcard from my friend Sally’s recent birthday dinner at the Gramercy Tavern, and a wonderful zebra in a gold party hat cut from the birthday card my cousin Julie sent me from Germany.

I often think of the New York artists from the ’60s (Warhol, Rauchenberg, Stella, Lichtenstein, et al) when I slip on the shoes of artist, wondering how they felt as they prepared their art for exhibit, attending to the details of framing, wiring, and packing. I imagine my methodology is more feminine. I wrapped my 14 pieces for Shadow Play in pillow cases. Now here I was using birthday cards with a decidely pink tinge in my Cornell-inspired collage.

Mid-collage

As I placed the pieces, trying different compositions, I needed a few more bits to fill it out. I turned to the copy of The Week laying on the table, and cut out the delightful squirrel dining at a mini picnic table. Suddenly I heard cheering, car horns honking, and bells ringing. I checked the NYT graphic on my phone, and Biden had surpassed 270 electoral college votes! Mad joy and euphoria spilled out around me, through me, and in texts with my cousin Julie in Germany and my sister Kim in Canada. New York was alive with celebration, and so were cities around the country. Half the world exhaled a profound sigh of relief. (The rub is in the other half, but let’s not dwell on that today.)

Almost done

The cover of The Week had a signpost, with one pointing towards the current fake president, and the other pointing towards Biden. I cut out the sun shining through the clouds from the cover, and this was the last piece of the puzzle. I made a few final embellishments in silver ink, and one more mystery addition on the upper left corner of the frame. Ta da!

I love these moments of slipping into two dimensions and living an artist’s life. Then it’s back to the third dimension, lunch at Kubeh celebrating with friends, New York City alive again, for one brief day. Which is more real?

Karen Rempel Tailor 10x10 Back

If you’re in New York, come to the Salmagundi Club and see the exhibit, November 10 to November 20.

Salmagundi Club, 47 Fifth Avenue at 12th Street. Open Tuesday-Friday 1-6 PM, Weekends 1-5 PM.

Creative Risk-Taking Brings Joy – Looking Back at 2019

Karen Rempel, West Village Model
2019 Goal List and my modelling comp card. Dusty Berke took the two photos on the right—my two absolute favorites of the year. Red pants photo by Morgen Purcell. Leopard photo by Zoë Pappis Schultz.

I just read an interesting article about creative geniuses. The key to great ideas like Edison’s light bulb, sublime music like Beethoven’s “odd-numbered” symphonies, and influential plays like Shakespeare’s Hamlet, is to be continuously working and creating. Not all ideas are good ideas, and not all works will bear fruit. But the people who have reached the pinnacle of success have been driven to create (in enormous quantity), for better or worse, and haven’t been afraid to fail.

As I look over the past year and my successes and failures, I am cheered by this perspective.

I worked at my “day job,” technical writing, for the first quarter of 2019, and then was lucky enough to spend the remainder of the year pursuing various interests and creative projects. I tried a lot of new things, and was generally happy with the results. Even when I may have failed (to live up to my idea of what I should achieve), I am still glad I gave it a try.

At the beginning of the year, I wrote down my goals for 2019 on a small piece of notepaper that I kept by my computer all year long. Every now and then I whited out some bits and added new items or details. I also took great joy in noting my progress on the goals and putting a checkmark beside the ones I accomplished.

Modeling

Modeling was the first item on my list. Although I didn’t have an agent, I had quite a successful first year as a model:

  • A monthly style column, Karen’s Quirky Style, in West Village’s beloved WestView News, with my picture appearing every month
  • A print ad for a local healthy juice restaurant, Juice & Joy
  • Related video and sandwich board ads
  • 2 photo shoots for glossy fashion magazines: The Face and Vogue — both amazing experiences!
  • 2 photo shoots for clothing designers, for use on social media: New York’s Engineered by Andrea T, and London’s sustainable swimwear designer Elliss Clothing (photographed by the fantastic Rosie Marks)
  • 1 runway gig at the United Nations
  • 3 photos of me were on exhibit in an art show at the prestigious Salmagundi Club, and one of them won an award
  • I launched a website and Instagram for Karen’s Quirky Style, as well as a line of tiny purse essentials called Purse Pals
My friend Dusty Berke from WestView took this great photo, which won an award at the Salmagundi Art Club. Definitely one of my fave moments of the year, doing this shoot with Dusty.

I didn’t earn a wack of dough, but most of these gigs paid a bit, so I was actually paid for working as a model.

National Arts Club Membership

I fell in love with the National Arts Club (NAC) last year, when we had our graduation dinner there for the United Nations Association New York’s (UNA-NY) Worldview Institute leadership training program. I started attending their FashionSpeak Friday events, and set a goal of becoming a member. I put quite a bit of attention into creating a resume and application worthy of this institution, and with the help of two wonderful sponsors, Francis Dubois and Phillip Edward Spradley, I became a member on May 28, 2019!

Linda Zagaria, president of the National Arts Club. I wrote a story about Linda for WestView and Karen’s Quirky Style.

What a thrill. I attended a gala there honoring the best-selling and much beloved author John Irving. (I also attended a UNA-NY gala honoring those who have worked to end human trafficking. I was blown away by the enormity of this problem when I researched this subject for a story for WestView News.)

Karen Rempel and Ann Nicol
Ann Nicol, Executive Director of UNA-NY, and me, at the gala at Essex House on Central Park South. Gorgeous designer dress loaned by my friend Andrea, owner, designer, and creator of Engineered by Andrea T!

Photojournalist for WestView News

Karen Rempel Photojournalist Cover Story for WestView News
My byline is on the cover of WestView News!

This was not on my to-do list at the beginning of 2019, but WestView News became an enormous part of my life this past year. I researched and wrote more than 40 stories for them (which would make the State of California deem me an employee—one of the 2019 larger news stories that made all freelance journalists shiver). One of my stories was even a cover story! Thank you, George, publisher and dear friend. It was fascinating to interview people and write about them, and made me feel a happy part of the West Village community.

But more than that, I became friends with many people at the paper and feel like I’ve found another family here in New York. This has been a tremendous blessing in my life. I feel so lucky to contribute to one of the last remaining local Village papers in New York. (You may recall that the Village Voice closed in August 2018. Lincoln Anderson was fired from the Villager in October 2019, heralding a new era of schlock.)

Photography Course & Video Series

As I mentioned previously in a story about taking my friend’s portrait, I started an online Master Class with wizard Annie Leibovitz in the fall of 2018, and it was on my to-do list to finish the course in 2019. Aargh! Failure! I still have about 7 lessons left to do, and my membership expired.

Summer Piano in Washington Square Park
Summer Piano in Washington Square Park was on exhibit at the Salmagundi Club!

But on the plus side, the course has been a huge inspiration, and I have had a few great impacts from the course:

  • My work was exhibited at the Salmagundi Club. (Picture shown above.) I learned about professional photo retouchers, printing, mounting, and framing. I was very happy with the result hanging on the wall.
  • I accompanied almost every published article for WestView with my own photos.
  • I did another photo series in the same vein as Warhol in the Forest, called Warhol in the Park.
  • I did another class through the site, taught by Anna Wintour, and it was very inspiring. Main takeaway—be inspired by life around you. Hello, New York!
  • I also took a workshop on video storytelling through the Craig Newmark Graduate School of Journalism at CUNY.
  • And Wow! I did 13 videos for YouTube in 2019. My goal was to do one a month to add to my New York Love Affair video art project, but I always feel like I’m neglecting my pet project. I guess I didn’t do too badly.

This was a very fruitful, creative part of my life and yet I feel like it is a demon, always chasing me to do more! I went through about 10,000 photos (from New York only) to find appropriate images to enter in the Greenwich Village exhibit at the Salmagundi Club. Of those, I entered six, and one was chosen. And didn’t sell. So I feel this tremendous urge to produce, but I don’t feel that I have succeeded fully. Partially, yes. It was a great honor to have my work accepted in the exhibit. (It was an item I added to the list partway through the year, when I received an email about it from Village Preservation.)

However, in March I have a solo exhibit for Shadow Play, phase four. We’ll see what happens there! (More details on that later.)

Shoebook.me

Failure! Or I’m not sure what to call it. This was a genius idea I had for social networking for shoes, Christmas Day, a week before I moved to New York. People like the idea, and I’ve got the domain name, built the site once and took it down, started again, and then abandoned it. I guess I am pulled in other directions. Perhaps I’ve lost my enthusiasm for shoes? [Moment to ponder additions to my shoe collection this year. Hmmm.]

Karen's shoe acquisitions in 2019
My 75% successful shoe acquisitions in 2019

Honestly, I needed all of these shoes. Well, most of them…

  • Rubber boots to wear when I clean the shower with CLR
  • Two cool pairs of sneaks to wear while travelling in Scotland, London, and Paris
  • Pink feathery boots for my second Karen’s Quirky Style column, in April 2019
  • Wingtip brogues were actually a re-do; I stripped and painted these 70s-style platform boots for my David Bowie tribute performance at the NAC
  • Black flip-flops replaced an old pair, and I wear them all the time for doing errands around my building
  • Rainbow flipflops – cute mistake
  • Silver Margaux flats – just a mistake; I thought I could eventually like them, but it never happened. And I didn’t get any ad revenue from them, either! Moral of this story: never buy ugly shoes, even if you think they will be comfortable.

But I guess I have been following too many alluring tracks this past year to sit down and focus on shoebook.me. Maybe in 2020! I’m not putting it on the list, so don’t hold your breath.

Dance Parade

Yup! This was a lot of fun. I set the goal of participating, and couldn’t find anyone to go with me, so I joined another group and had an amazing time.

Butterfly Dancer with House of Yes
My butterfly costume for the Dance Parade. I danced with the exuberant, colorful, kinky House of Yes, a “performance fuelled” dance club in Brooklyn.

In addition, I’ve continued to study ballet at the world-renowned Joffrey Ballet School, and I took a couple of classes at Lincoln Center, taught by dancers from the New York City Ballet. What an amazing opportunity. Plus, of course, classes at Barre3 five times a week. When I had to stop running in 2018, I was worried about losing my figure, and also my sanity. I’ve managed to retain the former through Barre3, and found another family there as well. As for the latter, it might be highly over-rated!

New York Love Affair Website

This is another partial success. I had the domain name loveaffair.nyc for quite some time. When I first created the 20-minute video of excerpts from my New York Love Affair series for the Vancouver International Film Festival, I created the site to support the video series. But I never kept it up, so this year I folded it into this very website that you are looking at now.

My wild New York view from my favorite reading chair. Ah, autumn in New York!

I rebranded this site Wild Visions: Love Affair NYC. I didn’t want to lose the tremendous SEO I’ve achieved with the bcwildernessvisions URL, so I’ve kept it, and I point loveaffair.nyc to this site. I also revamped the graphic design a bit, and added an email sign-up option. Go ahead, sign up!

You won’t be inundated, as this is simply a monthly blog. If you want to dip into my New York doings from time to time, this is the place.

Total Blog Entries in 2019

I mentioned above that I wrote over 40 stories for WestView News in 2019. I also wrote lots of blog entries:

I would have to count this as a rousing success! Almost 50 blog entries. This is probably what gives me the most satisfaction of everything I do. But wait… Every time I sing I feel a mix of euphoria and angst (wishing I was better). And there’s nothing like the feeling of dancing freely to music that moves me…

This year I’ve continually asked myself the question what am I meant to do? What is calling my heart?

I’ve sung, danced, modeled, written, photographed, created videos, and in general explored my artistic passions to the fullest of my capacity within a given year. I love all of these activities. I guess there is no single answer to what satisfies the heart. Except, perhaps, a singular mystical answer about abiding in the mystery. So they say!

Friends and Family

New Friends in 2019
Friends in wigs on Christmas Eve: me, Shawn, George, Dorothy, and Dorothy’s neighbor

The recap of the year wouldn’t be complete without mentioning the amazing richness I have in my life, of friendships and wonderful times with my family. My cousins Irma and Julie and Stephan visited New York and we saw many amazing special corners of New York. My Mom and I went to Arizona with my dear friends Sally and Bill, and I also went on trips with Deborah (Scotland) and Rosanna (Switzerland), plus dipped into London, Manchester, Paris, and Big Sur. Wow. Some friendships may have ended last year, but many wonderful new friendships have begun, and I am very grateful for the ongoing friendships with people in BC, New York, and around the world. Thanks especially to all the friends who came to hear my Bowie performance. That meant so much to me.

The focus of this entry was on creative flow, so I didn’t touch on everything I did this year, but of course there were also many fantastic cultural events and lots of fun time with friends. All of this gladdens my heart and brings more inspiration in a reinforcing cycle of creativity.

Where’s the Money?

You might have noticed that in the upper left corner of my notepaper list for 2019, I had written a high number. I didn’t earn anywhere close to that. Not even a quarter of it! True, I only worked at my day job for one quarter of the year. I had hoped that some of these various endeavors might have led to a new income stream. Not yet!

But I have always looked to my technical writing career to pay the bills. I didn’t want to put any strain on the creative stream to have to be successful. That way the creative expression can be pure joy and love. My art doesn’t have to suit other people. I don’t have to convince anyone of its merit. It’s 90% creative flow for its own sake, as an unstoppable source emerging from my being. But there’s still that 10% that hopes someone will like it!

I guess in that sense, it has been a successful year. I hope yours was too. Thanks for reading. And all the best to you in 2020. There is much possibility for hope and positive change in the new decade.